Jack Hardaway
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Grandfather! Grandfather! Tell us a story! Tell us a story about Elijah the Tishbite, the prophet of God! Tell us a story!
So children, you wish to hear another story about Elijah the Tishbite, the prophet of God do you?
Yes, did we not just tell you that very thing? Why do you always ask such questions?
Hush, hush, I hear you. Have I told you the story about Elijah’s jug of oil and jar of meal that never ran out?
Yes, you have told that one to us many times, tell us another story!
Have I told you the story of Elijah bringing the dead boy back to life?
Yes, you have told that one to us many times, tell us another story!
Hmm, have I told you the story of when Elijah was swept up into the sky in a chariot of fire?
Yes, yes you have told that story to us many times, tell us another story!
Did I ever mention the time that Elijah ran away from Jezebel in fear for his life?
Ran away? Elijah the Tishbite? The prophet of God? He ran away? No! You have not told this story to us. You must tell us, but we may not believe you that he ran away!
Oh, children but he did run away! Even the prophet of God can not know what to do or say next, of what to do with his life! Even the prophet of God can feel forgotten by God! Even the prophet of God can run away in fear!
If you say so Grandfather.
Tell us, why did Elijah run away from Jezebel in fear for his life?
Well children this happened right after Elijah killed 450 of the prophets of Baal with his very own sword.
What, I have not told you that story? Oh, now that is a story to hear! But that is another story for another time. Now I will tell you the story of Elijah running away.
You see the 450 prophets of Baal, Baal was the false god who ate children, have I not told you that story either? Well, another day.
So those 450 prophets served Jezebel, the queen, the wife of Ahab.
When Elijah killed all 450 with his sword Jezebel heard tell of his deeds and sent a message that she would kill him that very day! So Elijah up and ran….
And so the story goes.
We hear all the stories of Elijah, and we take them to heart and they give us help in understanding our own lives, our own struggles with faith in God.
Elijah ran.
There are other stories of Prophets being reluctant or going on the lamb for a while, but Elijah is the super man of the prophets and he ran. Granted it was from Jezebel.
He ran to the edge of settled country and kept on running into the wilderness until he collapsed and wanted to die.
God provided bread and water in the wilderness, preparing him for a journey that would last forty days. Sound familiar? Does it sound kind of like Moses? Kind of like Jesus?
The wilderness. Elijah leaves the map and enters into the land of visions and ends up in a cave on the Mountain of God, the mountain of the Ten Commandments, Mt. Horeb.
We expect the same smoke and thunder as when Moses had his encounter in generations past. But we are surprised.
There is a mighty wind that splits mountains, there are earth quakes and fire, but God is not in any of these fireworks.
Then comes the sound of sheer silence, or the sound of a soft whisper, or as the old King James puts it: a still small voice.
And God speaks to Elijah in the silence, in the stillness, in the smallness.
Elijah didn’t know what to do with his life, he didn’t know what to do next, he didn’t know where he belonged, he didn’t know what to say, all he could say to God was that he was alone, the last and only one left, and that he was scared to die.
He ran all that way just to be able to tell God that he felt forsaken, unsure, and deathly afraid.
And the answer was silence, and in the silence the voice that sends Elijah down the mountain, out of the land od visions, and back into his own life.
After a long, long time, something happened to Elijah and he could go on.
Elijah had to lose his sense of vocation in order to find it again.
Vocation, calling, it really means to listen.
Listening to know where we belong, where we find home, listening to what we are to do with our lives.
Vocation: that place where God sets us free, where we are redeemed, rescued from the tombs, from our own madness, where life is full of meaning and purpose and hope, that place where Jesus becomes most real.
I identify much more with Elijah on the run than Elijah the super hero, with Elijah not knowing what to do or say than the Elijah with all the answers, with the Elijah feeling alone and isolated than the Elijah who is the center of attention.
The stories about Elijah tell us that the times that we are on the run in the wilderness are essential for the life of faith. Not the life of having all the right answers, not the life of being competent and in control, not the life of knowing everything and everybody.
None of that, but rather the life of faith, of knowing God, of loving and worshipping God, of loving the neighbor, of following Jesus. Faith means not knowing much but trusting God anyway and seeing what happens.
The life of faith means being on the run in the wilderness not knowing anything until we collapse and surrender before the silence, the silence that after a long, long time send us back into life.
Grandfather, I don’t know what to do with my life. Tell me what do I do? I’m scared.
Well, child I don’t know very much about all that. But, I do know a story. It is the story about the time that Elijah didn’t know what to do and he ran away he was so scared. Even the prophet of God can feel lost and afraid.
Would you like to hear that story?
And so the story goes.